i haven't really posted much, if anything, here about tvxq's lawsuit since it started. the main reason is because there's such an incredible amount of conflicting information coming from all sides, and all of it's in korean. and nearly all of the people translating things are fans themselves so it's inevitable for personal biases to make their way into articles. i'm not saying it's on purpose, and i'm grateful for the people who take the time to do it, but the fact remains.

still. the first thing i saw on my f'list when i woke up this morning was this. don't even get me started on the backstage reports.

i don't even know what to say. it's so... heartbreakingly empty. and while seeing yoochun and junsu emotional is incredibly sad, it's not unusual for them. jaejoong though. he looks so, just, shattered with that broken smile. i hate this situation so much. i hate that they're in that position to begin with. i hate the sniping between all the sides. i hate the pressure on the boys that the media and the fans are just making worse.

whatever it comes down to, i just want the five of them to be happy. whether that means starting over elsewhere, going solo, rewriting their contract, disappearing off the face of the earth, whatever. fuck knows they deserve it. ):

random picture of the day:



...i hope think he's legal there?

*ahem*


also,

happy birthday leader-san.
may you always stay gorgeous and tiny and insane. :3


speaking of birthdays:
tomorrow. 7.3o @ purple. :Db

ok, give. who put the absinthe in my cough syrup??

i had the strangest dreams last night. i don't even remember them usually, but i have vague memories of at least threee seriously fucked up ones. like this post-apocalyptic world where changmin knew a young hitler who was trying to save the world. and then there was the one where santa claus lived in a cliff cut out of a quarry except he was really a roller coaster there to fool people.

idek.

eta: random find of the day
time magazine, how to crack japan: the big bang theory

seattle area peeps: november 19, thursday, birthday night out, be there~

we'll be meeting at purple line in downtown bellevue (corner of 106th and 4th) some time around 7~7.3o. not entirely sure yet, so if you plan on coming, let me know what time works best for you and me or elise will make the reservation. they have parking there, or you're welcome to come by the apartment before and ride with us. :D

afterwards, we don't have any set plans. maybe going out to seattle, maybe going back to the apartment, maybe going to see the midnight showing of new moon just for the lulz (and so nem can perv on the baby ♥).

^^v

just 'cause.



anything you want, bb ♥

because people keep asking me what i want for my birthday/christmas.
*stops spending any money* :x


a wishlist of reasonable proportions, in no particular order~
(as opposed to the slightly more epic wishlist)

mirotic in shanghai t-shirt fdshtdshdsjfdjpurple!
w-inds. 2010 wall calendar
fuzzy stuff! (beanies, blankets, pillows, sweaters that come past my knuckles :3)
just about anything from thinkgeek
ryuichi and/or yoosuminjae :D
ridiculous phone/bag charms
fruity yankee candles
cute or funky ear plugs (2g)
gloves i can drive in (ie. leather or something)
transformers 2 score
smutty tvxq fic/art 0;)
...and that's all i can think of at the moment :x


so, to whom it may concern: give me a list so i can go shopping, too. ♥


on a completely unrelated note, i am totally in love with this pic for junsu's OHAIBB DONTCHU KNOW ME? pose and chun's HEE *3* face~ SO BACKWARDS ♥

on a slightly more related note, for you tvxq fic readers...

well, i had planned on spending hallowe'en going out for karaoke.

instead, i will most likely spend it like i've spent the last two days: at home, trying to not cough up my lungs, and watching numb3rs.

D:


on a lighter note...

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
shinigamitabris goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as sheepy!su.
chychaai gives you 16 blue vanilla-flavoured gummy worms.
e_ma_kei_ta tricks you! You get a scratched CD.
ekishou gives you 18 blue coconut-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
elise_maxwell tricks you! You lose 3 pieces of candy!
halffling gives you 11 pink evil-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
kenaressa tricks you! You lose 37 pieces of candy!
kitsuneyujji gives you 7 mottled green blueberry-flavoured jawbreakers.
mousapelli tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!
swtjemz tricks you! You get a broken balloon.
vanilla_klise gives you 14 yellow banana-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
shinigamitabris ends up with 25 pieces of candy, a scratched CD, and a broken balloon.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

*cracks up*